Well, when I awoke this morning little did I forsee that this evening I would be concluding a 27year long friendship. A sistership. An opportunity arose that allowed me to really choose what feels true to me now. To choose if this type of connection was what I want. If this way of co-creating with another was willing to be carried with me as I move forward. If I could surrender, and trust that there is something bigger/better/more expansive, beyond my current perception that is sublimly orchestrating and awaiting that chance to 'drop in' to my reality.

Under the upcoming new moon on the 18th January I will welcome in my new solar year. I feel very greatful knowing, feeling, the spaciousnes that has been created through this conversation I have had with someone that has been such a big part of my life. They had witnessed, held, encouraged, and walked alongside so many versions of me. Versions that I was finally ready to let go of. I was built by those versions. I am here typing now because of all of them. Oh, the gratitude that runs through me at this very moment. Palpable.

This was a graceful, natural, and organic cycle ending for me. Percieved through a differing lens by them. I honour that. I honour what was, and feel ready to receive what will be.

New relationships.

New ways of BEingness within relationships.

This is not a heartbreak, it is a tender heart that is now alchemising 💗

In Lak'ech

I AM HOME 🌹