Hello beloved tribe. I’ve seen a few things go by that I haven’t been able to participate in. I’m in the middle of the last few things related to my father’s passing and they’ve been demanding a lot of my attention. What Davyd and Bella said about the last wavespell being particularly challenging has been true for me in this regard. The celebration of life is on 7/25, the day out of time. We are planning to also sign the papers regarding his (very small) estate that day, a long drawn out trigger for myself and my siblings. I was stabilizing and then when we had an all sibling call a couple weeks ago, I was affected again. I’m doing all I can to get through these last couple efforts in a grounded peaceful state. My mom and I have been on the road from the Seattle area to Southern California over the last few days. All this has had me working less and I’m coming into a time where I’m going to need to hustle to get new work. Whether that’s getting a standard job or finding contract work for my administrative consulting, I’ll be focused on that here after I return home. My wellness offerings have been very low activity as I have been so busy and haven’t advertised, but I do believe this is somewhat meant to be so even if I’ve only been earning enough to squeak by, it’s also given me the space to process and get through these times. I’ve needed to receive wellness support myself, another gift of not offering support to others as much during this time. It’s been a lot on my nervous system and I’ll be seeing lots of family at the event Saturday, so I’m intending that will be nourishing. When I arrived to my brothers last night I was triggered by being put in a guest room with several pieces of my father’s art that I hadn’t seen in years. Overwhelmed me and I needed to stay in a different room. There will be slideshows and memories and we’ll be displaying his art and karate trophies at the event. I’d love so much to be able to spend time with the latest and recent summer plant transmissions as well as the new 13 moon program, but like I said, I’m Squeaking by on fumes at the moment with an uncertain employment outlook. I always find my way, I just feel like making commitments for my time and finances is a bit wobbly at the moment. I will continue to connect in the what’s app group as I’m able. Despite all this emotion and uncertainty, I’m doing my best to intend on starting a fresh new life starting 7/26 with the new tzolkein, to catch myself when emotions get heavy and choose a timeline that frees me and others into joy and ease, fun and freedom, and creating anew. I’m intending to connect my higher self with others in order to facilitate more ease between us, and staying in the present. Traveling with my mom has been requiring these practices regularly and has been helping. I’m recalling how I was in a terrible state back in October after a particularly difficult visit to my dad’s. It was then that I connected with the QPW email that pulled me into the group. It’s been a roller coaster, but Davyd, Bella and this sweet tribe have been a great support for me during this time of confusion, even if I haven’t been able to participate as deeply as I would like. It’s brought me closer to the plants which I’ve wanted for years. The Mayan astrology was an unexpected element that has been fascinating and helpful. Thanks to Davyd and Bella, and the tribe they’ve created, for being a lifeline these last few months. In’Lakesh.

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