Things came together in my processing of yesterday's events to take me back in time seven years to 2019, just before my daughter's 5th birthday (her birthday is this Thursday, July 2nd).

We were in a car accident with a tractor and the man who was driving the tractor was killed. I still don't know exactly how it all happened but I had to come to the conclusion over time that it doesn't actually matter. What I know is that I was driving with a few cars in front of me with quite a good distance between us and I was distracted, checking the mirror to see my daughter asleep, trying to put on some music for her and rummaging around in the seat next to me for my water bottle. The next thing, I looked up and ran into the back of the tractor that had a huge hay baler attachment on the back. I don't have time to touch the brakes or slow down at all.

We.were all rushed to the hospital, he went in helicopter just after we left in the ambulance. I didn't have any broken bones, but my chest had hit the air bag that came out of the steering wheel and I was unable to even lift my arms for several weeks. My whole chest felt like a massive bruise. How's that for getting your heart broken open? The next day I got the news that the tractor driver had passed away from his fatal head injury and I found out his name. I knew him. We had bought eggs from his farm several times and he was a very kind Christian man. I had also met his wife who was a veterinarian in that little town in Indiana where we lived.

I wrote to her and apologized and shared my regret for what had happened. Days later I received a card from her telling me that she forgave me and that her husband was with God now.

Sunday I did a meditation/activation with David Clements that was a deep activation of the heart space, the infinite heart as well as the heart chakra and the physical heart. Overlays were removed from the original eight cells of the heart and the original cell that was created when we were forming in our mother's womb. Parasitic overlays were removed as well as limitation overlays from generational lineages. So that deep heart activation seemed to be the catalyst for yesterday's events breaking my heart open 💔

When we were outside burying Toby, a huge combine drove by with another tractor behind it that was pulling a harvesting attachment. That brought up the initial thought of the accident 7 years ago.

Last night after crying all day and burying the baby bunny just before it got dark, I got in the bath and as soon as I got down into the water, all the memories came flooding back. The water held me as I cried and forgave myself on ever deeper levels. I know it was a contract between my soul and the soul of Scott Christie that we should meet several times and then be involved together in the accident that freed his soul from his body in this lifetime.

So somehow, the death of our beloved Toby, the baby blue jay and the baby bunny were all taking me back to that deeper grief that needed to be processed again with my current consciousness to complete something that had been lingering in my field for the last seven years, to bring deeper healing where it was needed.

Thank you all for your love and support during this time. It's truly meant the world to me to have a group of beautiful conscious beings to share all of this with whom I know are not judging me and are here to witness this deeper healing. I'm so very grateful for each and every one of you, those who read my story and held space for this process whether you commented or not. Thank you, from the deepest depths of my sacred heart. ❤️ ❤️‍🩹🫂

I also realized that yesterday's glyph, the White Resonant Wind, was the same day's glyph one Tzolkin ago that we moved into this house here in Yellow Springs. My best friend that I have met here is Kenny and his glyph is the Yellow Solar Seed, which means his galactic birthday last year was 2 days after I moved in here, on the day of the Golden Timeline Convergence still months before we met. His galactic birthday tomorrow falls on the day of the one year anniversary of his father's passing last July 1st. We had a long talk about it yesterday and he is going through deeper layers of healing as well. ❤️‍🩹

Sending you all so much love and gratitude 💖💖💖